42 posts tagged “me”
... as a 'good girl'..and I have to say, I'm a bit uneasy about that... don't get me wrong, I'm not bad or anything and I certainly don't wanna come off as the kind of woman who has no respect for herself (cos I'm NOWHERE near that...) but... I don't know, to be honest I have to say it is a bit weird. It's odd for me if people feel they can't tell me something cos they're afraid of 'offending me" (lol trust me.... whatever it is if I haven't done it I have at least thought about it... HA). Like I said, I'm not bad... but I'm nowhere near as good as most people think I am =P And I don't think that's a bad thing (or something I should hide or be ashamed of...) I guess it's all my mum's fault, cos she did bring me up to be good... and I think she accomplished her mission considering I'm a very decent person AND I'm very careful with everything I do. I'm a smart girl, I know what I'm doing. Anyway, I'm certainly not the kind of conservative girl who only wants to hear good nice things... so just keep that in mind ;)
Interesting...
I know everyone likes and wants it... it's a normal part of being alive, so I'm not gonna deny that I enjoy it and ask for it occasionally (honestly just occasionally...) and yeah it's great, and fun. But... (*scary music*) I've realised that... I don't always like the spotlight, I don't always want to be there. Yes when I'm feeling all fun and silly, I admit, at times I like making a scene cos it's just too much fun. But there's been times when... it hasn't been my choice to step onto the light, I have been 'pushed' into it, with nothing but good and fun intentions I'm sure, but the thing is... this is a completely nerve-wracking process for me. I don't like it, even more... I get TOTALLY retarded and I don't know what to do or say cos I feel the pressure is ON and I just fall apart =P lolllll. Same thing when people start giving you the kind of attention I don't want from them... lol but that's a different topic =P. Anyway, my point is that... if I don't want your attention, don't give it to me.. cos it bugs me =P.
I am. I should just admit it =P, I've known it for a while but lately I've realised that it can really be a bit of a problem... =P not a big one but the truth is that unless things are put VERY clear to me I will probably not get them. Not that I don't get hints but the thing is... my brain is not willing to make any effort =P, I know it's not OK, I'm not proud of it but well... to my defense I don't do it on purpose =P. You just gotta be very specific with me, that way I'll always catch on =P.
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... make a plan. Yep, for the first time in my life. I'm going to write it down and everything... very official. I always felt kinda silly about those things, I never bothered to do it cos I knew I'd never stick to it. But now, I do really want to... and when it comes to me that's the most important part. I'm not gonna put here what I'm gonna plan for just in case it doesn't happen the way I'll plan it :P cos I'll be totally honest, I'm not being very realistic about certain things but... it's just how I feel, and I have to go for it... I have to, or I know I will regret it. What I can tell is that from now on almost every hour of my day is gonna be planned :P sounds a bit ridiculous I know, and I would have NEVER wanted something like that.. but I need structure, cos I'm a mess :P (and with that I mean I'm not organized... btw) . One day in the future, when I'm older and done with all the ecstasy of being young... I wanna look back and see that I did something, that I tried. So now, I am gonna do it. This is just what I've been waiting for...
ALL the Friends DVDssss!!!!!! :D :D :D The whole TEN seasons, from ONE to TEN!!! And what's even more I didn't even do it on purpose. I mean I always wanted them, that was always my goal and DREAM hehehe :P but I figured I'd buy them all one by one, eventually, it was only yesterday that I just happened to realised I had them all already! :D Wooooo!!! Soooo happyyyy!!! Soon I'll be able to say I have watched EVERY episode of the show! And yes I know it's shamefulI haven't already... *sighs* but well I'M HAPPY! :D Wooo! I took a picture (OMG... HOW SAD...) yes I know, but I had to :P I'm proud leave me alone :D
There they are :D Wooo! :)
That’s my only test.
I bought seven books yesterday <3 but no this is not like other times, this is different, trust me... these were not second-hand or used books, I actually got them at Dymmocks (Ah Dymmocks... marry me <3 :P) I just... I was bored yesterday and I always just love going into the bookstore (though 90% of the time I leave empty-handed) and I just happened to notice the ‘Classics’ section. I’m not usually into ‘the classics’ since to me they are usually a bunch of words I cannot comprehend well enough yet (‘yet’ being the keyword there ;)) but I decided to take a look anyway, and I found myself with the nice surprise that they were actually QUITE cheap (I won’t say HOW cheap because it’ll make me look bad :P) and I found some amazing books I had heard SO much about and I knew I HAD TO read (because anyone that claims to know or love literature does) So... I saw one, and I saw two... and I kept getting more and more excited... in the end I went a bit crazy... and I bought seven :P. Seven brand new books (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 yes I’m a nerd whatever...) I had never in my life spent so much on books or bought so many news ones! So I was DELIGHTED! And still am! I’m starting with ‘Oliver Twist’ now! Hoping good old Charles teaches me a thing or two about how to write ;) :D :D :D
BRAND NEW LAP TOPPPP!!!! :D :D :D WOOOOOO!!!! Yes yes yes yesssss :D :D :D after SOOOO long of waiting, after one year of saving! :P I finally have it!!! My dream come true! <3 I’d been wanting one for AGESSS and aaaahh I love it SOOOO much! It’s SOOO cool and efficient! I love it :D :D :D I still can’t believe it! It’s sto SO efficient, and fast! It works SO well! And I love the keys! They are so nice and soft LOL! :P anyway yeaaah I’m happy <3 and it feels great too cos it’s MY laptop that I BOUGHT con el sudor de mi frente :P hehehe (Spanish expression meaning it was all my doing and effort) well... kinda I guess, but yeah it was me mostly so I’m SO happy and proud! I love my lappy! *hugs it* <3
Here’s my baby:
